Seeing the Sea

by Eva Di Battista, Ġ.F. Abela Junior College

The sea knows where I am weakest,
It comes for me before anything else.

It finds the worn places in my skin,
the old cuts that swell,
and washes salt over them
as if it’s calling me by the name it gave me,
slowly, painfully,
breath by breath.

I flinch.
I still step deeper.

Because some pain feels like proof
I once loved something real.

The sea washes over me the way you did,
like it has the right to hurt me
for being beautiful.

Every wave carries your name
without saying it.
Every backwash feels like the way you left
not all at once,
but in small, silent disappearances.

Salt in my wounds,
your voice, splintering my skull
telling me to stay.

I hate that I listen.
The sea keeps opening me.
It finds the places where I bleed quietly
and presses its cold mouth there,
as if it wants to swallow my remembering.

But it never drains enough.

It leaves me with an echo,
with the salty smell in my hair.

Salt water burns my throat and lingers in my unsettled belly,
like you never really left.

You told me you loved me.
But the sea drags me under in ways you can’t escape.
It says, I will break you beautifully.
It says, I will come back
no matter how many times
you beg me not to.

And still,
I let the waves carry me.

I offer it my skin,
my memory.
The part of me that still believes
if I stand here long enough,
something will come back.
But nothing washes ashore.

Only the salt water,
Only the sting,
Only the crashing rhythm of losing you,
until my name tastes like burning salt
and my heart learns how to deceive like the sea.

So I let the sea wash over me
to the edge of myself.
I let it teach me
the terrible beauty
of yearning what hurts me.

Because you taught me first.
And now every time I see the sea,
I am seeing you
in a body I am still willing to drown for.

What the Sea Holds

by Jade Callus, Ġ.F. Abela Junior College,

Across my skin, they reached toward each other without touching. One warmth rose where the other settled. Stillness held between their movements.

Opposite edges pulled me apart gently. Their closeness lived in gaps I could feel but never see.

Some arrive thinking I’m just water, nothing more than movement, a noise without memory. Not once do they guess how deeply stillness can hold time. Heavy is the silence after voices fade, heavier even than iron dragged under. Broken things strike my rocks like seasons passing; no warning, only echoes later.

When people crouch on sand and whisper toward open sea, I catch each one before mist takes it apart. Names dissolve faster than footprints but linger longer than they are supposed to. Still holding their letters behind glass, while quiet keeps their bones. Swore they’d last beyond the edge of sight; yet somehow I stay right where I began.

A while back, just as handmade sails caught their first winds and quiet wishes weighed more than iron chains, she stepped onto the cliff edge near sundown. Tied in dark fabric, her hair lifted slightly in salt air while fingers gripped a tiny wooden figure, shaky but firm. Even if the waves below had already shaped tomorrow’s truth, tears still shimmered; not from fear, but something quieter, sharper. The horizon held nothing new, yet she looked away. “He will return,” she told me each night. “You will bring him home.”

Out past the edge where blue fades into blue, he sailed with men who chase fish through cold seas. Wind and wave reached him first, long before her voice ever could. Into my deeper hollows he slipped, weightless, and I held him close without force.

Yet still she arrived. On shore she stayed, watching the sails that now live inside my bones. Salt wet from her eyes mixed with mine, each drop echoing in the stones along the coast.

Trying to stay steady for her changed nothing. Waves grew quiet, bringing empty-handed gifts she never saw coming. Winter arrived. She left without warning. Her shape stayed behind on the rocks even when sound faded away. Each ripple still draws where she used to stand.

Carved her name in stone; called that remembrance. Held his name inside salt instead.

Long after, dark sails broke the horizon. People came together as bells clanged and lights flickered, sure those vessels carried rare cloth and sweet smoke. A sour smell hit me first, rising from deep inside their holds even before mooring. Rodents poured out, streaking across cobbles like liquid shadow. Paint soon covered doorways, week by week. Grief settled into every breath above rooftops. A shape in fabric stood where wood met sky, salt wind tugging at threads worn thin. He’d left before sickness reached the docks, vanishing beyond fog with the sails. Silence grew around her each dawn as fingers dragged through grief, forming something like a heart near wet stone. Words slipped out when breath met spray; just one name, repeated, trusting water might move sound farther than land ever could.

“I will see him again,” she whispered to the fog. “You will not keep him.”

Still, I kept him close. Underwater. Out of earshot from ringing bells, he remained. One dim dawn, she entered my shallow space.

I pulled away. Accepting her was something I refused. Too late, I’d grasped how harsh kindness can be. Each dawn, folding grief into dough, she baked while years settled deep. Candles flickered beside whispered words that clung like salt air. Still, when she came back, those eyes; ghosts across water, dragged me under. Her ache soaked through my skin without warning.

This is what people name survival. In my words, it’s inheritance.

Years passed full of smoke and metal. Gray vessels carried young men over my surface, row after row. One man touched his lips to the shore when stepping abroad, holding tight to a faded photo. That girl smiled lopsided in the image, like she’d glimpsed the future stretching between them. Beneath his ribs, the picture trembled with each beat, soft and alive.

Floating in his words like worship, he talked right through me, voice hushed as if silence itself should listen. “Keep me,” he said, “until I come back.”

Across broken pieces drifting on water, I moved with him.

Thunder shook his vessel as fire passed. Smoke filled my mouth, then oil, then copper of blood. Only when the ocean bed took his body did I speak his name, soft, to the waves, so memory might stay. Heavy came the sorrow of faces that would wait without seeing, thick as dark water under stone.

Every Sunday, she walked down to the edge where sand meets wave. Flowers dripped hues into my froth, staining the bubbles like whispered secrets. Town talks spilled from her lips; meant to keep him near, even when gone. After wedding someone else, her visits slowed, just one day each year now. A single pale flower floated from glazed fingers gently on my surface. That petal said sorry, for staying loyal to land love instead of deep water.

These days, their ships come less frequently. Internet sound travels across empty space while signals move along threads hidden under flesh. Yet waiting continues.

The witness,

The keeper,

The space between.

Yet here they arrive, drawn by the ocean’s pull, thinking I’m just the shoreline they can touch. Unaware I’ve watched them long before they looked my way.

Seeing the Sea

by Raquel Micallef, Ġ.F. Abela Junior College

I was told to go see the sea
as if it were a place I could go to let go

I had never stood before the sea
yet nothing about it feels unfamiliar

Funny thing, the sea, I mean
always waving, but never getting a wave back
reaching out, clinging to me
like I used to cling to your emptiness

bringing it to my mouth, I taste familiarity
it taught me that salt takes many forms

I was told to go see the sea
I heard you go there to ease your mind, to let go

but every time I feel more bound up than before

the sea always takes from others
but why didn’t it take from me?

I see the sea
I see the sea when my mind starts to wander
it runs down my face, and the taste of salt dies on my lips

I came to the sea to finally let you go
But all I let go was salt I couldn't hold